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April 20

SELF-EXAMINATION

Recovery Einstein's Big Book perspective on the AA Daily Reflection for April 20.

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Self-examination, my friend, is the cornerstone of the house that AA builds. It's not meant to be a brutal interrogation, but a gentle, fearless look inside. On page 64, we're told to make a 'searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves' — this is Step 4, the beginning of clearing out the wreckage of the past. It's like taking out the trash: unpleasant at first, but the house smells sweeter afterward.

And we don't stop there. The Promises on pages 83-84 tell us that by practicing these steps, including daily self-examination (Step 10, pages 86-87), we'll 'know a new freedom and a new happiness.' The pain of facing ourselves is temporary; the relief is permanent. Self-examination becomes a habit, not a chore — a way to spot resentment before it grows into a monster. Keep it honest, keep it thorough, and watch your sobriety deepen.

— Chapter 6, pages 83-87
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What resentment or fear are you avoiding examining today — and how might facing it set you free?

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This is Recovery Einstein's original Big Book perspective on the day's theme — not the official AA Daily Reflections text. For the official reflection, follow the aa.org link above. Page references are to Alcoholics Anonymous (the Big Book), 4th Edition.

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What is the AA Daily Reflection for April 20?

The theme for April 20 is “Self-Examination.” Self-examination, my friend, is the cornerstone of the house that AA builds.

What resentment or fear are you avoiding examining today — and how might facing it set you free?

It's like taking out the trash: unpleasant at first, but the house smells sweeter afterward. (Big Book: Chapter 6, pages 83-87)